{"id":389,"date":"2011-03-10T08:08:29","date_gmt":"2011-03-10T16:08:29","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.thomryng.com\/amateurmonk\/?p=389"},"modified":"2011-03-10T10:18:47","modified_gmt":"2011-03-10T18:18:47","slug":"choose-whichever-you-want-most","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.thomryng.com\/amateurmonk\/choose-whichever-you-want-most\/","title":{"rendered":"Choose Whichever You Want Most"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><span class=\"wpsdc-drop-cap\">D<\/span>uring Lent, I am reading the Desert Fathers. On occasion I will post sayings that strike me during my <i>Lectio<\/i>.<\/p>\n<p>A brother who followed the <a href=\"http:\/\/en.wikipedia.org\/wiki\/Hesychasm\" target=\"_new\">hesychastic<\/a> life in the monastery of the cave of Abba Sabba came to Abba Elias and said to him, &#8220;Abba, give me the way of life.&#8221; <\/p>\n<p>The Old man said to the brother, &#8220;In the days of our predecessors they were greatly diligent about these three virtues: poverty, obedience, and fasting. But among monks today, avarice, self-confidence, and great greed have taken charge. Choose whichever you want most.&#8221; <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>During Lent, I am reading the Desert Fathers. On occasion I will post sayings that strike me during my Lectio. A brother who followed the hesychastic life in the monastery of the cave of Abba Sabba came to Abba Elias and said to him, &#8220;Abba, give me the way of life.&#8221; The Old man said to the brother, &#8220;In the [&#8230;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"nf_dc_page":"","_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":false,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2},"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false},"categories":[15,14],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-389","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-meditations","category-wisdom"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/p1aGBK-6h","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_likes_enabled":false,"jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":397,"url":"https:\/\/www.thomryng.com\/amateurmonk\/vengeance\/","url_meta":{"origin":389,"position":0},"title":"Vengeance","author":"Thom","date":"14 March 2011","format":false,"excerpt":"During Lent, I am reading the Desert Fathers. 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